As teachers, we are required to do whatever it takes for the children to learn. But, to what extent are we willing to sacrifice in order to achieve that goal? Are we willing to sacrifice our morals? Our standards? Or even our job?

Some might say no. I can’t blame them. We are after all ordinary humans – expected to be every bit as responsible for our words and our actions as any other human. We live by the same standards, the same codes, the same rules and regulations. To willingly sacrifice these things, to some, might be the same as ignoring this fact.

I, on the other hand, think that some goals (such as ensuring learning) are worth grave sacrifices. If, in some instances, I need to be the villain in order to bring unity to the class then I would. If I need to be crude and brutal to enforce discipline, then I would. If I have to lose my pride and leave myself vulnerable to ridicule and question just to illicit participation and openness, then I would. Heck, if I have to be beaten just so they would know how serious I am about wanting them to learn then I am willing to offer my body as well.

It is a heavy burden, (even a real fat burner for some)- teaching – but it is a burden worth carrying. To enforce learning is what we do. I see that now. Especially with mateo going to school, I have a deeper understanding of what is expected of us and our responsibility to respond to these expectations.

Am I being subversive by considering extreme measures in ensuring learning? I don’t know! I hope not! I may be unorthodoxed when it comes to certain aspects, but what guides my actions now is my new found respect for what we are and what we do.

I am a teacher and ensuring learning is what I do.